slice of life

2018 : New Chapter of Life

assalamualaikum guys, prepare to be emotional with me cos when i start emo'ing' there's no an end ! hehe kidding ..but, it is true tho.

okay where to even begin? hmm 

I'm actually really really sucks at getting good grades and I'm the worse seriously. Every time my parents/friends talk about studying i will just be like frozen and had a lot on my mind . i think i'm not good enough , i always think i'm such a failure and i will never reach my goals . yep such negative vibes there mate ! i'm just a human , i have my ups and downs just like other people. --

but alhamdulillah, i always have my parents,siblings and close friends  who always encourages me whenever i feel down and gave me supports by giving advices , setting great example for me and etc.They're absolutely the sweetest . I thank Allah everyday for lending them for me . Subhanallah . syurga untuk keluarga ku .

I'm in form 4 right now , and there are so many new things to be learned and to be explored. although it is hard , im going to get through it with Allah's will and of course with all my might.

2018 so far has taught me a lot. everything that we would want to achieve, we need to work for it . no matter how hard it is , no matter how it could break you down :) 

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i actually wanted to rant on about my past years so let's just bare with it .

i was so lonely last year , and by lonely i really meant it . 

being apart from my own close friends hits me hard . i just don't really have many friends back then , or could i just say that i didn't see them often ? 

i was so sad last year , i cried every time i came back home and i'm relieved for every single day that i've passed through . last year i felt like an outsider . 

but luckily i have incredible deskmates that always lighten up my day throughout the year . praised to Him . thank you guys ! 

okay i think that's enough for now , may Allah bless us .